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(From the March 10 Future-Tarot chat.)

[Jen.N] With regard to writing, particularly the Kat O’Reilly novels and associated things: I wonder if I’m putting the cart before the horse and trying to rush things too much. Am I being too impatient in that area?

[Serenity Bly] *ponders* Well, it’s an interesting future card, but the others are making sense so we’ll wait and see what that one has to say later.

[Jen.N] Interesting can be good. (Last week, I thought the answer would be a resounding YES I’m being too impatient, but now I’m not so sure.)

[Serenity Bly] In the past, we see the Seven of Wands (reversed) and tied to the Four of Wands in the present. I see this as a clear sense of “if not now, when?” You’ve had the ideas and inspirations vying for your attention. They’re demanding and they won’t wait. You HAD to do this now, and there was nothing else you could have done. Those men have been at you and at you making you write their stories and they wouldn’t take no for an answer.

[Jen.N] Oh yeah. I’m writing these books (the Maguire Men series) as fast as I can get them done.

[Serenity Bly] It’s been a bit of a battle knowing which to write when, what to work on, how one story comes together apart from the others, etc.

[Jen.N] I’m already planning the next one. It’ll be the 5th.

[MoonlitKim] You are really on fire, Jen!

[Serenity Bly] In a way, part of me wonders if you need to consider the whole and make sure you haven’t got anyone’s stories mixed up with anyone else’s. That bustle and confusion could have taken a toll on the manuscripts.

[Jen.N] Kim, sometimes I feel like it. I go to bed and they keep me awake. I kind of resent the day job for keeping me from writing.

[Serenity Bly] The Sun shows that continuing fire of inspiration and creativity. Keep writing and writing. Let them guide you while you get it down on paper.

[Jen.N] I’ve actually considered that [possibility of confusion]. I have separate file folders on the computer and 3-ring notebooks for each one to minimize that happening.

[Serenity Bly] I feel like the writing process is where you’re at now, so perhaps the sense of impatience is knowing you have those “finished” books and wanting to push through to publication.

[Jen.N] Defintely!

[Serenity Bly] What I sense here is that the men need you to finish writing them and THEN consider them as a whole when you edit the series.

[Jen.N] Whoo boy.

[Serenity Bly] Yep, that sounds daunting.

[Jen.N] Which could be why they’re overlapping so much now—meaning writing one & planning the next.

[MoonlitKim] Yep, and present them as a whole too. I love your multi-century concept, but a publisher might not be able to “see” it until you can show him what you’re talking about.

[Serenity Bly] What it’s really saying is stay with this energy now, stay in the frame where you’re focusing primarily on getting it written.

[Jen.N] Yeah. Daunting describes it. The series will ultimately be about 15 books.

[Serenity Bly] Worry about what comes next after they’re written.

[Jen.N] OK. So I am being too impatient in that regard.

[Serenity Bly] The Devil in the Future is reversed, warning you against inviting outside influences in at this point. To me, it’s another indication that you might be moving too soon with finding an agent and publisher. Those external influences will want to make changes. They won’t necessarily see the greater picture and they might push you around more than you’re ready for at this point.

[Jen.N] Ah. OK. Which might also actually explain why I haven’t heard anything from anyone yet even though their published response times have come & gone.

[Serenity Bly] They’re going to want to change your concepts, to make new stories out of the ones you’ve written and you don’t want to bring that into your life.

[Jen.N] Very true.

[Serenity Bly] You’ve not, technically, finished the books yet, even the earlier ones, because when the men all come together those earlier ones will change. It’s in seeing the WHOLE picture that you’ll be able to finish putting the pieces together. You don’t want people coming in early to be stealing pieces of the puzzle before you even know what the big picture is. Does that make sense?

[Jen.N] The last book will take it full circle. During the potato famine, they’ll come to the United States. Then in the last book, which will be modern times, they’ll go back to Ireland.

[Serenity Bly] Ah, in that case it sounds very much like it makes sense.

[Jen.N] It does. I’ve made myself a bit anxious a time or two not wanting too much of it changed when it goes through the publication process.

[Serenity Bly] Try imagining if the first three got published, when you’re writing that final book you’d be STUCK to the “facts” presented in those stories, you can’t change anything then; it’s too late. By holding back and writing the entire series first, you’re free to let that final story tell its story, and then tweak the inconsistencies that might come up. You know how those darn characters sometimes like to say, “Nope, don’t want it done like that do it this way instead.”

[Jen.N] Honestly? I’ve even considered going an e-book self-pub route using Amazon for the Kindle. Don’t know that I will, but…. Very true.

[Serenity Bly] So, I think what it’s saying here is don’t push for publication on any of them yet. Get them written, stay in that energy and space, and let the ideas all come together as a whole before moving on to the next stage. Even if you published the manuscripts as is, right now, when you’ve finished the final book you may wish you could change things.

[Jen.N] I have considered giving the character in the last book the same name as the one in the first book if that wouldn’t make things too confusing. What I might consider, then, is pushing the non-Maguire books, like NAVAJO ROSE. Er… OK. That’s the only one I have right now that’s not in the series.

[Cyn] Not at all. He keeps the papers of his ancestors from Ellis Island and the one he was named after.

[Serenity Bly] Yes. I can see you pushing ahead with non-Maguires in the meantime. You might even find the Maguire men step aside to let you write another book or two off-series in the meantime.

[Jen.N] I’ll be taking a week—maybe 2—off from the day job in May to work just on writing. I can’t wait until September/October. Ack!

[Serenity Bly] But, for their series at least, they need you do do the writing first.

[Jen.N] That makes a *lot* of sense and goes along with what I’ve known in the back of my mind but have ignored..

[Serenity Bly] Of course, I can understand the frustration because you want to spend your time writing but until you’re getting an income from writing you can’t quit your day job.

[Jen.N] That’s a bit of an understatement, but I’ll get there. Thanks so much, Serenity!

[Serenity Bly] And you can’t get an income from writing unless you either publish what you’ve already got or change writing tact and therefore use your energy writing non-fiction, which is worse than the day job in the sense that after writing non-fiction all day, you have no energy left to write fiction. *hugs Jen* I’m glad I could offer some clarity on your uncertainties.

[Jen.N] “Some” clarity?

[MoonlitKim] Oh, yeah, and don’t forget, that even if you publish Navajo Rose, you have to market it and that takes you out of the writing state of mind.

[Jen.N] Yup. That’s definitely a consideration too. But, I’ll be having to do that soon anyway. DEVOTED TO CREATING will be out around the first of May.

[MoonlitKim] Woohoo! Great news, Jen!

[Cyn] Wonderful news!

[Jen.N] I’m excited! And maybe money from that can go to paying for my residency in October.  It’s a book of devotions centered around creativity.

[lowgigirl] My question is about diabetes and I’m still gaining weight. Is there anything the cards can tell me?

[Miss Michelle] Ah, Low GI girl. Now the name makes sense.

[lowgigirl] No meds, no needles, just diet and exercise.

[Miss Michelle] Good for you!! I had gestational diabetes and beat it that way. This first card just makes me want to reach out and give you a hug… It’s the Four of Cups… And it shows how you let this affect you emotionally in the past. You needed a friend. There was emptiness… until you took control of things.  The rest of the cards: Four of Swords, Nine of Cups, and I felt need for a fourth, the Two of Wands. So when you found a non-medical solution, LowGIGirl, it represented hope.

[Serenity Bly] I’m also getting a feeling of “mixed messages” from the Four of Cups, as if it’s been hard to follow the “rules” of diet and exercise because there are so many different versions of them. There is a sense of confusion about what is “right.”

[Miss Michelle] I see a need for rest, avoidance of needles. “Lost” and “confused” from that card. Hence why, GI Girl, I wanted to give you a hug.

[lowgigirl] Being hungry makes me have bad moods.

[Miss Michelle] I’m sensing definite fear of the needles and medical treatments in the Four of Swords.

[Serenity Bly] And I’m getting an “OMG I’m Starving” sensation that makes me wonder if I should have eaten or if you should have. It’s making me literally jittery, as if your meal-time schedule is off balance, you need to eat more regularly. But like I said, it could be me needing to eat.

[Miss Michelle] The conventional definition for that Four of Swords is a forced rest period, possible hospitalization, treatments. BUT in this sense, I’m getting a FEAR of that, and avoidance of it. It is not–I want to stress not–an outcome. But it’s on your mind–understandably so. I’m also getting weariness from that Four of Swords…

[lowgigirl] I’m aware if I don’t behave I’ll be on needles next, I don’t want that so I try to be good.

[Miss Michelle] The Nine of Cups –the Wish card– tells me there’s hope you’ll do it. You’ll find the RIGHT diet that will leave you full and satiated, happy and healthy.

[Jen.N] Are needles a sure thing? Have you been on oral medication? (I know it’s not for everyone but it works for me.)

[lowgigirl] Not at this stage. I guess I just expect it down the track.

[Miss Michelle] Don’t expect it. (to be blunt.) You CAN beat this.

[Jen.N] A lot of people do well on oral medication and never have to go on shots.

[Miss Michelle] The Two of Wands that was calling to me to pull it out–I feel like you haven’t met the right doctor. You need a doctor who will look at you in a partnership… you and he (or she) against the disease.

[Jen.N] Miss Michele, Do you mean an actual doctor or a nutritionist/diabetes educator? In my experience, the doctor wasn’t all that helpful but referred me to a great diabetes educator. Could that be beneficial?

[lowgigirl] Educator? I haven’t gone down that path yet. It was on my 2010 list.

[Miss Michelle] Jen, you may be on to something… I’m just using doctor as a “medical professional” synonym.
I’m not getting a sense of “white coat,” etc. The only thing strong is the partnership aspect–like a nutrition coach.

[Serenity Bly] *nods* Yes, and having one giving you the facts will help you build a diet and exercise plan that you can fit into your lifestyle and follow without being confused by mixed messages.

[Jen.N] If your doctor won’t refer you to a diabetes educator, call the local hospital & see if they have one on staff. See if you can get an appointment. Also, do they have classes for new diabetics at your local hospital?

[Serenity Bly] The Two of Wands could also represent an accountability coach. Someone who is working with you to keep you on track. Or teamwork like joining with a program that focuses specifically on healthy eating/exercise (like Weight Watchers or Curves). You mentioned an emotional connection to your diet and diabetes. And if you’re FEELING like you’re “not sweet” you might be doing things with the way you eat that will aggravate your diabetes.

[lowgigirl] My doc did mention a diabetic educator but I didn’t have the time then. I do now.

[Serenity Bly] If you’re compensating for emotional imbalances with reactive diet it can create problems.

[Jen.N] The thing I’ve discovered about diabetes (among many others) is that it’s VERY susceptible to emotions. Stress can make it skyrocket.

[lowgigirl] I found that many things affect it drastically.

[Jen.N] Different things really do affect it drastically. And it’s different for everyone.

[lowgigirl] I just feel miserable most of the time. Not to the point of tears, though. But hubby just has to say the wrong thing and I’m angry easily.

[Miss Michelle] You are dealing with a very frustrating, stressful disease that, on top of other things, affects hormones and mood.

[Jen.N] That’s actually a sign of blood sugar problems, too.

[Serenity Bly] I was just thinking that Jen. The emotional instability is a vicious circle. If your stress is high you’ll have trouble with your diabetes which will cause your emotions to be off-kilter which will cause trouble with your diabetes.

[Miss Michelle] It sounds to me like you are not eating enough, because the lows create bad moods.

[lowgigirl] But if I eat more I will gain more weight.

[Jen.N] OK… Don’t think about eating more as gaining weight. Think about it as in stabilizing blood sugars and keeping your metabolism on a more even keel.

[Miss Michelle] I’m NOT a doctor and I don’t know how you’re eating… But just based on what you’re saying… you may need to eat more food at meal times or eat smaller meals more frequently.

[Serenity Bly] Don’t forget that eating more isn’t about eating junk. It’s about choosing to eat the right kinds of food, more frequently and in smaller portions. Eating something every two hours instead of every five will make a HUGE difference to the stability of your sugar levels and your moods. But the something you eat every two hours should half what you would have eaten if you waited five hours.

[Jen.N] Frequent smaller meals = more level blood sugar and better metabolism which in turn = weight LOSS! And you don’t have to eat a lot. Invest in fruits you like — but not many oranges & citrus fruits — and string cheese and nuts.

[Serenity Bly] But you KNOW this. At least I feel like you know it in theory but are having trouble believing it can work. The only way you can prove to yourself it will work is to try it.

[lowgigirl] I feel like I should be exercising but exercise just give me the shakes.

[Serenity Bly] If exercise gives you the shakes it’s because you’re definitely under-eating.

[lowgigirl] So in summary: Get hugs. Get a dietitian. Eat small meals frequently.

[Miss Michelle] YES you got it.  

[lowgigirl] Thanks, all of you.

[Serenity Bly] *chuckles* In summary, “This has been very draining for you emotionally”, “you’ve faced a lot of confusion about the right way to deal with your diabetes”, “you need to work together with a dietitian to understand the best way to handle your situation,” “you should consider working with a friend or program for accountability”, “focus on keeping a balanced diet of small meals more frequently”, and “exercise, but only if you’ve had a solid meal not long before.” You CAN do this!

[Miss Michelle] EXPECT success. You CAN beat this, and your mindset can help… once you get the blood sugars under control.   

[Jen.N] And don’t get overwhelmed. A diabetes educator will help you to avoid that. If you think too much about what you can and can’t, should and shouldn’t, it all gets VERY overwhelming.

[Serenity Bly] Take it one day at a time. And worry less about what the scales say as to what your body and generally well-being say. If getting your diabetes under control means you do gain weight in the short term that’s okay. Once you’ve got the emotional swings under control you’ll find it easier to bring the weight back down. But I think you’ll find you’re probably under-eating rather than over-eating, and so eating more frequently will actually help you lose weight.

[lowgigirl] I’ve been so focused on not gaining weight that everything else seemed so hard.

[Serenity Bly] And, please talk to us if you need help or just want someone to talk to about it. It can be very confusing, it’s hard to know who to trust and what advice to follow. But sometimes what you really need is a chance to vent frustration or to have a really, really good long cry.

The start of a new year is the best time to layout an 12-Month Spread. In January, Jenine asked us to discover what she can expect and prepare for in the year ahead. Lets break it down, month by month.

January: Strength

This month began with personal growth for you, as we’ve seen. You’ve learned how to harness your inner strength to begin making positive changes in your life, and also learned how to capitalize on your own strengths for business success. In the process, you’ve learned you’re stronger than you’ve always believed.

February: Four of Wands

Expect a celebration of your successes in February, gatherings with friends and plenty of social invitations.

March: Justice

This month, you are able to balance discipline with kindness. You have fabulous ideas and are able to view things from unique perspectives. This card represents your getting in better touch with your classroom persona – you are strict, but kind and wise. Remember to maintain balance in all you do. Watch out for responsibilities that may drain you of time and energy, but offer little in return.

April: Two of Swords

The spring, March and April, is also about balance, indicated by the coupling of Justice with the Two of Swords. When I look at May (Four of Cups), and the clarification card I felt called to draw, it all comes together. You may be doing too much! You were on a whirlwind of utter excitement and success, but began neglecting certain health matters. (For instance, pay attention to eating balanced, frequent meals to keep your blood sugar on an even keel?) You may feel as if people – family, clients, your day job, other commitments, are pulling you in too many directions.

As shown by the Two of Swords, a powerfully graphic card showing a woman, arms crossed, blindfolded, there are factors you are choosing not to see. People who may want, want, want, without being willing to give back. And in this case, there is nothing in it for you. You’re better to walk away…for your health.

When I pulled a clarification card, the Four of Swords came out, and the Five of Cups kind of hitched a ride with it. Granted, my Robin Wood deck is smooth and slick, especially on the graphite surface of my new desk, but the meaning is clear… You must be aware of your health or, (Four of Swords) a rest will be forced upon you. The Five of Cups indicates loss, disappointment, poverty and mourning of what may have been. Again, this could be your feelings if you don’t do what’s necessary. Now is a good time to evaluate all your balls in the air and decide what isn’t crucial and most importantly, what doesn’t provide you joy.

As friends and colleagues of yours, both Serenity Bly and Miss Michele would like to remind you of the support system you have here. Turn to us for help, whether for additional readings, professional support or simply a shoulder. You also have other strong support systems… use them. It’s important not to retreat in the spring.

May: Four of Cups

The Four of Cups represents the aftermath of what is admittedly, a rough April. Again, I want to remind you it will only be rough if you make it that way. By being aware of those factors, acknowledging them, and choosing to focus on making things otherwise, you CAN change it! The Cups in the Four of Cups may be empty, but empty cups mean potential to fill them.

June: Ace of Pentacles

That opportunity comes in June when you literally face a new beginning, perhaps a new business idea. It certainly indicates a renewal of your energy. And what better time for a rebirth?!

July: Nine of Cups

I absolutely love this card, the Wish fulfillment card, and it’s perfectly suited for you at this stage. You are seeing that truly, whatever you ask for, the Universe offers. Your job is simply to allow it in and know you deserve it. Conceive – believe – receive… where have you heard that before?

August: Ten of Cups

Success continues in August… there’s hard work ahead, but you are fit and ready for the task.

September: The Devil

There will be more pulling and demands of your time in September… challenges similar to what you faced in the Spring will rear their heads again. You’ll need to stand your ground against people who want a piece of you – and may not deserve it, appreciate you or be willing to pay what you’re worth. Additionally, the Devil indicates a desire to bury your head in the sand, ignore all the work and demands you face, and goof off. Resist that desire, as then tasks will only build. Do what you can, and say “No,” (or, better yet, “Not now, thank you”) to the rest.

October: Tower

You experience a significant breakthrough in October, that begins paving the way to the “new you.” You realize, after that “Devil moment” in September, that things absolutely cannot continue the way they are. I’m wondering if this doesn’t indicate your leaving your day job… under circumstances that surprise you but ultimately, wind up for the best. You definitely do NOT emerge the same woman you were in the beginning of October by month’s end.

November: The Magician

Following your Tower breakthrough, you become a master at harnessing your skills and talents to achieve success. The Magician’s number, 1, indicates you’re still at the beginning of this journey, but that’s okay. The Magician is proficient at what he achieves when he uses his special skills.

December: Queen of Pentacles

An extension of the Magician, with an emphasis on the feminine, you see the fruits of your labors from November. This card also indicates your role as a caregiver of those around you, and a hostess for the holidays. You are in “nesting” mode, preparing your home for the holidays, baking, shopping, and making things.

Overview: 5 of Pentacles

This overview card, often signifying poverty, seems to contradict the positivity in the rest of the reading. In fact, in this case, the card represents Recovery. Rather than showing the year, it shows where you were – in despair, with both health and financial problems, coupled with a dose of self-doubt. Unfortunately, these shadows of your former self still haunt in you—even in the face of your great successes in 2010.

The best way to contradict these feelings is to be aware they are there. Do not forget your roots, or what can happen if you stop working, change paths or give up your dreams. By the same token, it’s important not to harp on it. Acknowledge it as part of your past, and move on. It is no longer you. In the Robin Wood deck, the person with the can, with one leg and a bandage over one eye, is forging ahead, in contrast to the destitute person crumbled on the floor beside them. You, too, must forge ahead in spite of any of your perceived in adequacies – because that is all they are. YOUR perceptions. Other people view you as the Strength card of January, the Queen of Pents, and the Magician – all figures which feature prominently in this year for you.

With all the Cups and Pentacles in this reading, along with Major Arcana, this will be a significant year of you learning to make money doing what you love. It will be about finding personal fulfillment and, from that, the money will follow. Most cards are lower – ones, fours and fives, indicating you are in the beginning stages of this development. However, bright spots include that 9 and 10 of Cups in the summer. It is a year to look forward to, to dive in headfirst and accept all the good the Universe is offering you.

[Cyn] Thanks for your time. It’s the usual sort of question- will a significant other enter into my life in the next few months?

[Serenity Bly] Oh, yay! Relationship question to tie off the night’s chat. I love keeping the balance. Have we got three cards for Cyn’s relationship prospects?

[Miss Michele] No, I drew 10 of Pentacles again and it did NOT feel right. I’m getting similar cards… Serenity, can you draw? I’m just not trusting the deck…

[Serenity Bly] Ok, just a sec then, they’re over –> THERE.

[Miss Michele] I’m sorry Cyn. I’m getting cards that I feel aren’t meant for you, if that makes sense. And rather than give a faulty reading we can have Serenity draw.

[Cyn] That sounds fine. There’s a lot to be said for intuition.

[Serenity Bly] Oh, Ace of Pentacles jumper!

[Miss Michele] The Ace of Pentacles for Cyn… I’d say that shows a focus on career and finance rather than actively looking for love.

[Cyn] I have been focused a lot on my career the past year

[Serenity Bly] Ok, these cards look around about right. In the past you had a King of Pentacles, but he wasn’t everything you thought he was. He was a sound provider who was very earthy and probably worked too hard. But he wasn’t particular affectionate or giving so, now you’re on your own again.

[Cyn] I was hoping things would turn towards finding a mate. Yes, the man was more of a friend than anything else. And you’re right- he was a taker, and very stubborn.

[Serenity Bly] More recently, you’ve been looking at yourself, your own motivations, examining who you are, what you truly want and what you offer to others. The Page of Cups does this in a rather self absorbed way, it’s like you can’t see others while you’re own reflection is in the way. And you might have been looking for love, trying to find someone who is a reflection of who YOU are, not an equal that will balance your strengths and weaknesses with his own.

[Miss Michele] What are the other cards?   

[Serenity Bly] In the future, the Four of Wands points to a new adventure. Instead of focusing on love and romance you’re living life. You’re probably spending more time with your friends and are (or about to be) excited by a new opportunity or seeing an old opportunity in a new way.

[Cyn] Well, this does give me something to think about.

[Serenity Bly] MM, any thoughts on the reversal of a Four of Wands? I’m trying to wrap my head around what additional meaning it gives the card to have it come out backwards.

[Jen] Reversed/inverted can sometimes be a new beginning.

[Miss Michele] I don’t usually read reversals, but I’d say there may be a delay to commitment. Because Four of Wands IS often a marriage, engagement or other celebration. But I feel like her celebrating, in this case, is delaying the commitment Cyn really seeks.

[Cyn] So I need to rein in the partying? (Because we librarians know how to party…)

[Miss Michele] Only when you meet the person.   

[Serenity Bly] I think the reversal indicates that sense of delay, as MM points out. Instead of leaping into it like The Fool would, you’re given time to think about what you’re doing.

[Cyn] Ah, so perhaps there is a person?

[Miss Michele] Becuase conventional wisdom tells us you’re doing exactly the right thing to invite romance into your life.   

[Serenity Bly] *chuckles* Actually, I think it’s encouraging the partying. But not as a means for developing a relationship. It’s a reminder that you have time to enjoy life NOW, and get serious later.

[Miss Michele] Having fun, focusing on yourself…but there’s a mindset there, where you need to be OPEN to a relationship. Watch out for the pack of girls in the corner, that the guys are afraid to approach, you know?

[Cyn] I understand, not to be too judgmental, to exercise good sense.

[Serenity Bly] Oh, that’s a good point. About the ‘pack of girls’.

[Miss Michele] I think that’s where the page of cups comes in, too. It’s the ladies preening in the corner, looking out for their sisters… Guys will approach women in groups of 2 – 3, no more. I actually heard that on a radio show. Someone did a study.

[Serenity Bly] And yes, have fun but don’t go into it with expectations. There is nothing wrong with experiencing that “girl-power” and unity now. But the environment you’re in isn’t necessarily the right one to attract the kind of man you want.

[Cyn] It would be intimidating for a guy. Who wants to be turned down in front of an audience?

[Miss Michele] Yes. And having our girls around gives the ladies more bravery to turn down the guy.

[Serenity Bly] The other thing is, if you’re ready for commitment and seriousness, that man probably isn’t out partying.

[Miss Michele] If you’re alone or with one friend and a guy is chatting you up, it’s like, what have you got to lose… let him buy you a drink. But if he’s pulling you away from the fun time, you’ll think twice.

[Cyn] And I’m not a partier. That’s why I’m having problems finding someone.

[Serenity Bly] Then maybe it’s an invitation to get out there. Let your hair down and socialize. Enjoy it from a social aspect, with a female friend or two.

[Miss Michele] I think that party card/delays is saying something here… it’s totally fine to keep partying if you’re getting fulfillment and enjoyment from that. Nothing wrong with that. BUT if you want a relationship… join other things.

[Serenity Bly] *nods* Yes, that’s what it sounds like it comes down to.

[Miss Michele] Groups that take part in similar hobbies you like, art shows, whatever…

[Cyn] So I’ll get back out there and see what I can do. Things are going well otherwise… but it would be nice to just see things fall into place. But that takes the challenge out of things, doesn’t it?

[Serenity Bly] Yes, put yourself out there, but don’t look for all the traits you already see in yourself. Keep an eye out for those you might normally look past. Because he may not be someone you’d normally consider.

[Cyn] Well, I thank both of you very much for the reading. It was very insightful- especially that part about looking for someone like myself instead of someone who will compliment me.

[Serenity Bly] Our pleasure Cyn. Check out our site http://www.future-tarot.com Chat happens here every week so we’d love to see you again some time.

[Cyn] Thank you. I hope both yourself and Miss Michele have a good evening. And really, thank you again for taking the time to share your talent with me.

[Serenity Bly] Thank you so very much for coming.

This is a year Chryselle’s youthful exuberance pays off in big ways. She’ll find fortune comes her way. Her biggest challenges will be in remaining true to herself. She may encounter a man, possibly a love interest, who wants to dominate her but should never let it happen.

In the latter half of this year, people attempting to deceive Chryselle will be a recurring theme. The events of last year really shook Chryselle’s trust and faith in people. However, the more she expects people to do wrong by her, the more mistrust, she attracts into her life. Your beliefs are proven true, until you begin to change that belief system. It’s hard when those we trust betray us. But the expression of “not letting a few bad apples spoil the bunch” is very true in this case. Chryselle, don’t let these brief dark spots put a damper on your year – overall, you can look forward to fun, celebrations and good times, with little struggle (and those struggles you do have will be minor, and self-made.) Don’t be afraid to take a chance this year; it will work out for you!

January: Wheel of Fortune

The year began with a change in your fortune from 2009. You may have experienced a windfall of money, or a new, fun opportunity.

February: Eight of Swords

You are feeling trapped by circumstances, as if there’s no way out. It could be this winter weather getting to you, too many commitments that you’re not enjoying, or an overall sense of restlessness (or all three.) This card shows a woman tied up, with a blindfold over her face, surrounded by eight swords that create a sort of prison. What’s holding you back?

March: The Empress

These feelings pass with the arrival of the Empress in March… when you are learning to harness your feminine intuition, kindness and nurturing nature to create pleasant things around you. The focus is on creativity. You may have found work that is fulfilling. If you are in school, you’re taking classes that inspire you. Ideas run rampant – the key is to focus your energies. But after February’s stagnant feelings, you are moving forward.

April : King of Swords

This card represents a powerful male influence coming into your life. He may try to dominate; you’ll need to harness the inner strength of last month’s Empress to stand up against him. This is important, as, based on the cards surrounding it, this person could be a new love. I drew a clarification card, the Three of Wands, and it indicates that yes, this person is either a new love or perhaps a business partner. In either case, equality and balance are important in this relationship.

May: Page of Wands

This Page supports the fact that the new person in April could slowly grow into a love interest. You approach this new relationship with vigor and enthusiasm. This also represents continued interest in creative endeavors. You are at a great age – the enthusiasm of youth, but also with wisdom beyond your years that you are just beginning to use. You’re developing greater self-confidence this year. In 2010, I see a young woman blossoming into adulthood, becoming more certain of her abilities, and a brilliant future beginning to fall into place!

June: Four of Wands

June wedding? Maybe not for you, but it’s definitely a month of celebration. You may be a maid of honor or bridesmaid for a friend, and that suits you perfectly well at this stage of your life. You bring something special to every celebration you attend, whether it’s a wedding or just a small dinner party. You’ll look to hosting your own events this month, too. You are the consummate organizer, getting everyone together for that awesome beach trip, and packing the lunches for everyone, too!

July: The World

Your talents, abilities and creativity pays off in July. You’re enjoying the summer to its fullest, with plenty of everything – sun, friends, money, fun! This Major Arcana symbolizes the fulfillment of everything you could possibly want in life and, for the moment, that’s exactly what you have. Don’t forget to take a few moments to be grateful for it all, to absorb it in silent (or vocal) appreciation. Truly, the better it gets, the better it gets!

August: The Magician

It’s a powerful summer for you with these two Major Arcana cards in a row. Major Arcana symbolize important – often life-changing—events. Often, the Magician represents our own ability to use our special skills and talents to get what we want. The Magician is a master salesman, manipulator (in both the positive and negative sense), politician, and business success, with the creativity and intelligence to attract success. In this case, I believe you will encounter a very strong Magician type person. Just be sure this person doesn’t overpower your own strong personality or steal the spotlight. There’s more than enough for everyone; there’s no reason for you to shrink into the shadows just because someone else has come on the scene.

September: Eight of Cups

My intuition tells me September’s happenings have to do with that Magician. Remember I said the Magician is a Master Manipulator? You’re going to be getting plain old Bad Vibes about this guy. Trust your intuition. Remain on your guard and seek out positive, trustworthy people with which to spend your time.

October: The Sun

Yes, another vacation may be in the cards for you… after summer’s celebration, you have another opportunity to enjoy sun, surf and sand. Take the opportunity – there’s absolutely no reason not to! You’ll find the getaway, however short it may be, will give you a boost in creativity and a second wind to face the impending winter.

November: Two of Swords

Once again, you have to contend with factors you may not WANT to see… these people (I don’t know if there’s more than one) are still coming into your life – ones you can’t quite trust. I don’t think you’re fully rid of the Magician, or the King of Swords. You feel trapped. This card also indicates a need for balance… after all the partying, it’s time to focus on your goals.

December: Four of Swords

The holidays have you worn out, plain and simple. On top of all the partying and the drama with other people, you’re ready to simply lie down and rest. That’s a good idea. The Four of Swords tells us if we don’t take a break, it will be forced on us. Say no – to social invitations, commitments, etc. — especially if you can’t come up with a compelling reason that you want to attend! Surround yourself with peaceful, spiritual people who have your best interests at heart.

January 2011: Three of Pentacles

With the New Year (and possibly new semester) it’s time to hunker down. The emphasis is on work and learning, possible internships, and action that will help you advance on your chosen career path. You’re ready for a mentor, and you’ll find one. After all, this reading shows the Universe gives you what you want.

February 2011: Eight of Wands

This card typically indicates an amazing job offer. Things are once again moving quickly – what you learned in your Three of Pentacles time paid off. Don’t stop learning, even as you begin to profit from your skills.

Overview: Page of Swords

The Page of Swords as our year overview shows you charging full-speed ahead into everything you do. This is a great attitude to have. Most times, it works out well for you!

The Tarot would warn, throughout 2010, to be aware of those “ups-and-downs.” Things are great, then, Crash! Only, the crash isn’t really as bad as you perceive it to be when you’re in the thick of it. Take the time to count your blessings when things are going well, and you’ll encounter more blessings. You are someone other people may consider “lucky.” But there’s really no such thing as luck. You create everything you receive, because you believe you deserve it. When you let self-doubt creep in or begin to take things for granted, that’s when you experience that emotional crash.